This morning was rough all i kept thinking about was never speaking to my girlfriend again. I decided to message her. I then spent my day with my son playing but as the day went on it got harder. In the early afternoon my son went back to his mom. Thats when my focus was all on my girlfriend.
I messaged and messaged. Finally later in the evening she called and I again got the reasurrance I needed. That shed be here for me she just wants me to be better and back to myself. I love her to death and this meant the world to me. I am now feeling a whole lot different and ready to wake up and focus on me… i have been through a lot of tough times this past week and almost ended my life. But using a few small positives gave me hope and it worked out.
Mental Health 